My place

I moved to Knob Noster Missouri October 27, 2008. My husband, being in the military, is stationed at Whiteman AFB. We live off base and are able to save money. Unfortunately we only have one car, and Brent usually has the car for his 16 hour work days. If I ever want the car for airens or to get out of the house, I have to wake up at 3am, take him to work, and come home. Not many times do I ask for the car. Why? Because if wake up at 3am, I will not be able to go back to sleep. I miss being in California. At first, I admit, I was so unhappy and discontent. I had been praying God would change my heart and give me contentment. Complaining never helps anything. Many days I would feel like watching movies and eating, I mean I live in Knob Noster with high humidity and heat or freezing cold and not much around. What else is there to do? I would pick up the Bible and read, always praying though. I felt stagnant for 6 months.

It isn't easy being a military wife. I am not alone, many military wives struggle and need encouragement. Is that why I a here? I believe God is using me and I know He is going to provide and bless me. Maybe it's big or small. Maybe its my desire or not. But it's His perfect will and the wisest and most blessed thing because it comes from God and His heart of Love. I am just thankful to be in God's presence everyday, to come to Him, to Jesus Christ, and have that personal relationship-communication with my Saviour God and Best Friend. He is so deserving of my attention, my obedience, and my love. Everyday is a day I know Jesus more.